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Day 1 - List 10 Things that Make You Really Happy

Self Quarantine - Day .... 

April is finally reaching its end.. Funny, it felt like it took forever for March to end and now here we are starting the month of Ramadan in this pandemic. A very sad Ramadan and I promise I will try to write everyday from this moment on.

Today is also a sad day, apparently. Someone that I know from my early days of college (also someone that I've followed on many of my social media account, twitter to be exact) is facing another problem because of the injustice this country has to offer. Oh man do I write this right. It felt like surreal. I don't even know the guy closely but I admire how he's so persistent with everything he does, and how his writings have also influenced my views. It was really shocking that if you are trying to give a constructive feedback on policies, based on data and the knowledge you acquired, you could be caught by the civil force.

I am just, tired. I literally just think about the case and my energy ran out..

So let's just talk about something else.

I found this 30 days writing challenge and I might list 10 things that make me really happy:

1. Cats
2. Phone call with Mom/Dad/Younger Brother
3. TikTok (I literally spend 24 hours a week there)
4. LoFi HipHop/Jazz background music
5. Good looking men (bless them)
6. Funny videos (usually people/animals doing stupid things)
7. Success in memorizing dance challenge from TikTok (the only workout I'm willing to do)
8. Made a delicious food approved by Le Sis.
9. Indomie Goreng
10. Looking at the text I sent to him more than a month ago. Man knew how to keep conversation going on that day but that's just it.

Hm.. Thought I couldn't list until 10 but here we are. I'm glad I have several things to be happy about.

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