Langsung ke konten utama

Postingan

Menampilkan postingan dari Agustus, 2017

Mourning Period

What were his final thoughts? What did he feel? What did he want to say? What did he wish to do one last time? Now did he really leave or is he still around? Watching, seeing Look after them for a couple of days Or weeks What is he doing now? Is he okay?

Crescent Moon in the West Sky

The land breeze stopped as the funeral finished. The sky turned dark and people started to drift apart, one by one, from his grave, my cousin's grave. I looked upon the west sky as I walked by his sister's side, the sky was still pretty clear and I could see the crescent moon shining brightly again, just like the night before. And I thought to myself, "It's a good day to take some rest, Adam." Saturday Morning I opened my eyes and reached for the phone to check the time. It was 9.40 am. Ah, yes. I decided to continue my sleep after subuh prayer. I was too sleepy to think about yet another imaginary future life with this particular person. This person has been on my mind for as long as I can remember and I didn't know it'd drain my energy to a whole new level. As beautiful as this imaginary life could be, as much as I want it happens in a real life, I took this sweet sweet candy floss to my bed hoping my brain could render the images on my dream. The su

This unsettling feeling

Because of life Because life has the best sense of humour Because I'm counting days to the road, unknown Because some hormones spike up and spice it up Because my insecurities are still here telling me I'm not worthy Because no matter how much I convince myself everyone has different timeline, I'm still terrified Because I crafted these images on my mind Because you're the images on my mind