I've wrote some sentences here but I lost it and I can't manage to write it down anymore. Anyhoo It's raining, in June. If I were in Jakarta it'll be a long week of sunny days and while I'd be happy that my laundries will dry sooner, I'm still longing the rainy days with the gray clouds hanging above. So thank God I'm here in Padang where the weather is usually the opposite from Jakarta. To you: I don't know if you noticed my longing eyes, but yes I come to consideration that I can never get rid of my feelings towards you, hence the stare. But this time, I don't even wish that we'll end up together. Just spending time with you when we got together with our friends was enough for me. I know you felt nothing, don't cha worry about me. it's my feelings that I have to deal with. It has nothing to do with you. Carry on, live your life. I won't bother your life. I give up, long ago. But please ignore it if you caught me looking at you. I