I was right. I'm almost doing nothing but staying at home during this holiday. no courses, no travelling.. just watching running man, and laughing stupidly in my room. well, I actually have an unexpected reasons. due to family problems and financial supports I can't help myself but trying to avoid the sensation of having fun outside this house. I can even count how many times I went outdoors. once when I went to mom's hometown (not a good trip) and it was just a one day trip, 5 times gathering with my high school classmates, once ngabuburit with my friends in the neighborhood, and last I went to an ITP TOEFL test at ITI. yeah. my holiday is not like my friends who had summer school in Korea, Germany. or having a french course, or travelling abroad, or climbing mountains, diving, snorkeling, airsoft gun war, paintball war, volunteering...... sigh. germany.. so, some people I know, had recently been going to Germany. my auntie. she visited her husband's family in Ge