Gubak Surep

I've lived and stayed at this very room for almost 7 years. It's just how I roll, once I'm comfortable with something, it'll be hard for me to leave it. Same with crush. I find myself thinking about the same person after all these years. There were times I denied it, justifying things and said I was only attracted because of his perfection. But as time passed, and I actually had a few personal talk with this person, I liked it. Without I realized it, I took some of his advice and always took some consideration of his opinions. I'm emotionally invested with this feeling I am afraid it just won't do any justice for my future. I find it hard to open up to someone, to be close with literally any men I know. Whether it's because I am just delusional thinking I'd end up with him or I am just not that into relationship because of my inferiorities, I don't know. I gotta admit I never know what it's like to love someone and care at somebody's well b

Karena w pen biasa aja ngajak doi without being so obvious and nervous but anything about him just makes me nervous these days help.

feels like a threat you make me sweat but you're the one I wanna get I'd make a bet that God has let you and I to be met but I am afraid destiny has not yet set not until we see the sunset will I regret? if I forget your silhouette? I'd make a bet that God has set and then you said this is the outset I'd say kismet

Still. Stay still. Because I still. I feel. It doesn't heal. Feel like I'll kneel This is surreal do you feel? because I still if you feel let us be real

Hey. Sooo I really need to get this out of my chest asap. I'm stressed out. I am questioning again why did I choose public administration as my major years ago? I never thought that I'd face such insinuation because I graduated from the best university in the country. I am not that knowledgeable, knowing every aspect of my major, every issue in the country and can relate them both to analyze it. It only occurs to me that I can analyze things based on my simple observation, not remembering which theory came from whom and when. Being here, with people who have achieved things and are very well articulate to deliver their opinion and a piece of their mind somehow scared me. My simple minded way is nothing compared to them. I am currently mortified by the fact that I have no idea what to write for this proposal. Not to mention that not everyone has the spirit of sharing is caring. Gosh.