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welcome to your 20s

I wrote this somewhere, things that changed when my physical body turned 20. Things that I used to dislike, and now I seem to enjoy it. I used to hate horror movies, used to dislike wearing a watch, used to dislike the taste of a date, never had an umbrella, and my preferences and definition of good looking man changed, too. haha. 20s, huh? I stumbled upon some posts that describe things to do in your 20s. All related to family, social life, financial, bucket list, habits, and even romance. Basically those were like life-cheats in order to pursue your ideal life in the next stage of life, to be successful in your 30s, 40s, 50s.. To not having regrets and not making the wrong choices in life. Life. Life. Life. It's a temporary state, indeed. From what I believe, this is just a sojourn, a checkpoint. A one hella long temporary state, it is. If a female Indonesian life expectancy is 73, I still have 50 years before continuing to another life, of course if I'm not dead tomo

end

you've arrived but don't feel alive what is wrong you say I feel I'm in the wrong way stories are not the same all the guilt and all the shame you see another end it's between you and your friend friend you ask finding one seem like another task I've lost one during this walk because things that we didn't talk do I need one the one who shares some fun that stays for trouble times cheering me at often times go, go It was me being a crow afraid of things that I do know and the things I do not show you've arrived but don't feel alive you are detaching and you are losing

Arafah

Beta kurang tahu siapa yang mempopulerkannya, namun sejak SD sepertinya istilah "Dari Hongkong" sudah mulai sering digunakan untuk menjawab pertanyaan: "Dari mana? - Beli di mana?", dan pertanyaan-pertanyaan lain yang membutuhkan jawaban berupa suatu tempat. Namun, Mama (kakak dari Papa) semenjak kembali dari tanah suci usai menjalankan ibadah Haji, punya jawaban yang berbeda. Anak: "Ma, baju aku di mana?" Mama: "Di Padang Arafah" --" (mama plz) Padang Arafah sendiri merupakan tempat di mana jemaah haji berkumpul untuk melakukan Wukuf, yang merupakan inti dari ibadah Haji. Ibadah Wukuf dilaksanakan pada tanggal 9 Dzulhijjah, atau pada tahun ini 2015 sistem penanggalan Masehi, jatuh pada tanggal 23 September. Istimewanya, apabila kita yang tidak melakukan ibadah haji melaksanakan puasa pada tanggal 9 Dzulhijjah ini (dengan baik dan benar), maka insya Allah dosa-dosa kita pada tahun ini dan tahun depan akan digugurkan/dihap

oh life

I am unemployed. Technically I am just a fresh graduate. But can a-graduate-since-6-months-ago be called a fresh graduate? does this thing have an expired date? whatever it's called, I still have no jobs. I sent like tons of my resume through company websites, via email, and a platform for job seekers like jobstreet and jobsdb. and it is a big 0. I am so proud of myself. I figuratively have nothing to do. My daily activities are not far from laptop, bathroom, kitchen, and warung makan . This is exactly what I am not prepared. Unemployed. sigh. So basically I have different things to be whined about every year. There's a year where I was depressed because of my senior thesis, a year where I was worried about my college, a year about my relationship with people, and most of the years about my family. And it is time for 2015 that I worry about jobs, and.... future. When I was in high school, when I was that naive bitch, I told my friend about life after high school. Grad