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welcome to your 20s

I wrote this somewhere, things that changed when my physical body turned 20. Things that I used to dislike, and now I seem to enjoy it. I used to hate horror movies, used to dislike wearing a watch, used to dislike the taste of a date, never had an umbrella, and my preferences and definition of good looking man changed, too. haha.

20s, huh?

I stumbled upon some posts that describe things to do in your 20s. All related to family, social life, financial, bucket list, habits, and even romance. Basically those were like life-cheats in order to pursue your ideal life in the next stage of life, to be successful in your 30s, 40s, 50s.. To not having regrets and not making the wrong choices in life.

Life. Life. Life.

It's a temporary state, indeed. From what I believe, this is just a sojourn, a checkpoint. A one hella long temporary state, it is. If a female Indonesian life expectancy is 73, I still have 50 years before continuing to another life, of course if I'm not dead tomorrow.

I have no idea what will happen next. When we were at school, we'd know exactly what will happen tomorrow. Studying math, or history, or having a final test, or go on a holiday with some friends. Yeah well if you already have a stable job of course you know what will happen tomorrow. Follow up a client, do a presentation, or write a report.

What am I writing anyway? This one is pointless, I'm sorry. I'm having cold, and I don't know what to do in this room. Sure it'll be great if there is someone in the room. I could really use some laugh, or a heart-to-heart talk. But she's in another part of this country and I really can't wait until she gets back here.

Have a meaningful 20s, fellas. You might be destroying relationship or earth right now, but I'm sure you could reach for your own star. Have a good night.

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