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end

you've arrived
but don't feel alive
what is wrong you say
I feel I'm in the wrong way

stories are not the same
all the guilt and all the shame
you see another end
it's between you and your friend

friend you ask
finding one seem like another task
I've lost one during this walk
because things that we didn't talk

do I need one
the one who shares some fun
that stays for trouble times
cheering me at often times

go, go
It was me being a crow
afraid of things that I do know
and the things I do not show

you've arrived
but don't feel alive
you are detaching
and you are losing

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