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Good bye, words

The words are walking around
And she grabs them, word by word,
places them on her mind, arranges them in order
"I have them, but they don't have me"

Those words mean something, she says
They are representing something
And then she chases more words
She's hoping her heart would be at ease

Words are running faster
Then she manages to catch them all
"I would do anything for them"

She's catching her breath
But that was hard, she says
Why are they running?

I'll stop, she says
I'm always looking for the words
But they never look for me
I, I give up..

It's been a good time, a great time
But it was one way, not the other

Then she let those words go
It's a good bye

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