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welcome to your 20s

I wrote this somewhere, things that changed when my physical body turned 20. Things that I used to dislike, and now I seem to enjoy it. I used to hate horror movies, used to dislike wearing a watch, used to dislike the taste of a date, never had an umbrella, and my preferences and definition of good looking man changed, too. haha. 20s, huh? I stumbled upon some posts that describe things to do in your 20s. All related to family, social life, financial, bucket list, habits, and even romance. Basically those were like life-cheats in order to pursue your ideal life in the next stage of life, to be successful in your 30s, 40s, 50s.. To not having regrets and not making the wrong choices in life. Life. Life. Life. It's a temporary state, indeed. From what I believe, this is just a sojourn, a checkpoint. A one hella long temporary state, it is. If a female Indonesian life expectancy is 73, I still have 50 years before continuing to another life, of course if I'm not dead tomo

end

you've arrived but don't feel alive what is wrong you say I feel I'm in the wrong way stories are not the same all the guilt and all the shame you see another end it's between you and your friend friend you ask finding one seem like another task I've lost one during this walk because things that we didn't talk do I need one the one who shares some fun that stays for trouble times cheering me at often times go, go It was me being a crow afraid of things that I do know and the things I do not show you've arrived but don't feel alive you are detaching and you are losing

Arafah

Beta kurang tahu siapa yang mempopulerkannya, namun sejak SD sepertinya istilah "Dari Hongkong" sudah mulai sering digunakan untuk menjawab pertanyaan: "Dari mana? - Beli di mana?", dan pertanyaan-pertanyaan lain yang membutuhkan jawaban berupa suatu tempat. Namun, Mama (kakak dari Papa) semenjak kembali dari tanah suci usai menjalankan ibadah Haji, punya jawaban yang berbeda. Anak: "Ma, baju aku di mana?" Mama: "Di Padang Arafah" --" (mama plz) Padang Arafah sendiri merupakan tempat di mana jemaah haji berkumpul untuk melakukan Wukuf, yang merupakan inti dari ibadah Haji. Ibadah Wukuf dilaksanakan pada tanggal 9 Dzulhijjah, atau pada tahun ini 2015 sistem penanggalan Masehi, jatuh pada tanggal 23 September. Istimewanya, apabila kita yang tidak melakukan ibadah haji melaksanakan puasa pada tanggal 9 Dzulhijjah ini (dengan baik dan benar), maka insya Allah dosa-dosa kita pada tahun ini dan tahun depan akan digugurkan/dihap

oh life

I am unemployed. Technically I am just a fresh graduate. But can a-graduate-since-6-months-ago be called a fresh graduate? does this thing have an expired date? whatever it's called, I still have no jobs. I sent like tons of my resume through company websites, via email, and a platform for job seekers like jobstreet and jobsdb. and it is a big 0. I am so proud of myself. I figuratively have nothing to do. My daily activities are not far from laptop, bathroom, kitchen, and warung makan . This is exactly what I am not prepared. Unemployed. sigh. So basically I have different things to be whined about every year. There's a year where I was depressed because of my senior thesis, a year where I was worried about my college, a year about my relationship with people, and most of the years about my family. And it is time for 2015 that I worry about jobs, and.... future. When I was in high school, when I was that naive bitch, I told my friend about life after high school. Grad

Photos' Stories 4 - Research Edition

This has been such an amazing (and depressing year in my life). The main theme and the biggest thing that I concern is finishing my undergraduate school, and I am really glad I could finish it in this very year, 2014 (although I was late for like 1 semester, but I couldn't ask for more. I am eternally grateful, Yaa Allah). I had an amazing field research, too. I posted the photos on my instagram but I felt like this blog deserves more. So I compile them and share them here again. So here I go Kiri: Kapal yang sedang dibangun Kanan: Kapal yang sudah hancur Kanan atas: Kapal yang berfungsi Saya sedang berjalan-jalan ke arah Pulau Kelapa (yang sudah dihubungkan dengan jalan dari Pulau Harapan) waktu saya melihat 3 jenis kapal ini. Sebagai warga pulau (terutama pulau pemukiman di Kepulauan Seribu), alat transportasi utama yang digunakan adalah sepeda, motor, dan kapal atau perahu. How awesome it would be when people ask about your vehicle, and you'd say,"Oh, I

attempt xxxxxxxxxx

this would be my several attempt to take and change a topic in my senior thesis. I lost confidence. I suddenly feel like I can't write things. So I figured maybe I need something to trigger me. That is why I am going to write something in this blog. I am gonna skip my pity party and unexpected parties in my life (including my trip to sg and my) and will type everything in my mind here. Earth is covered mostly with water right? So that means maybe there are lots of creature in there than in the land. But dolphins who has bigger brain than human don't destroy seas, their home. Human does. We human destroy the land, and destroy the seas. We cut the trees and we catch the fish. We destroy orang utan's forest sweet forest yet we catch the fish to eat by destruct their home also. It's like human doesn't have manners. Forget the nature, and becoming more and more selfish everyday. Nothing can stop human doing things like this except human. So, we need to set some kind of

Earth Hour

I think first time I heard about earth hour was 4 or 5 years ago. Younger me wanted to celebrated it and tried to turn of lamps and electronic devices in my parents' house. My mom then got upset and told me no need to do that. She contended that saving energy should not be celebrated, it is the must thing to do. Well, I couldn't argue with her, because the fact is we were often reminded to turn off lamps, water, and television whenever we're not using it. 2011, the first time I got a chance to celebrate Earth Hour in my dormitory. I was a freshman back then, and I turned off my rice cooker, my fan, unplugged my laptop charger, and turned off the only lamp in my room. 2012, I got my chance to be a part of the first ever Earth Hour in Depok. I was in the event section, and I was a liaison officer for stand up comedy and accustic performances. 2013, I celebrated Earth Hour in my rent room. And I regret that I couldn't ask my house-mates to participate in Earth