belakangan ini sering muterin lagunya Yiruma yang "Because I Love You". Terus kepikiran, enak kali ya punya suami kaya Yiruma, pinter main piano, lagunya enak didenger. Apalagi kalau lagi hujan, duduk deket jendela. Atau lagi sendiri di kamar, background sound nya suara hujan. Atau kaya scene di twilight, waktu si edward main piano di ruangan penuh cahaya, terus gue ngeliatin.. haah ngayal aja ghin! ngayaalll
First of all, this is just a personal blog trying to process my personal experience, emotions, and feelings in light of my personal recent events which cause this frustration. Part of why this is happening probably was because I had these thoughts for several years, of my fears losing the ability to use my hands, or legs. The ability to hear. I already lost the ability to see normally ages ago, which also, probably the cause of my accident. I would like to apologize in advance for this post, if it seems insensitive. Again, this is just me trying to process. I don't know why, but since 2019, my August has always been cursed - if I ever leave my nest. The recent accident was worse, I fell into the sea, while I was just walking through this dark, un-illuminated path small dock in Sorong and somehow my left arm hit something which resulted in a broken arm - wearing spalk during the 4 hours flight to Jakarta which continued on several days - and a surgery to install plate and screws. It...
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