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Your Dream Job

What's your dream job?

If anyone asked me this question, my answer was and will always be: anything related to development jobs, specifically environment. Let it be administrative assistant, customer service, or heck I'm even willing to be just a volunteer.. I have this volunteer blood in my vein it's just I feel fulfilled if I am meant something to society, to help around.

But boy can we support our life with all that?

I am in the midst of this so called quarter life crisis like millions of people have. Twenty something and haven't found my way of living. You optimistic people call this status, the one I'm in right now, a jobseeker. But I'm gonna stick with the unemployed thing. Sound hopeless I know, but it's been 6 months and aside from 5 tests, 1 FGD, and 3 interviews, rejected applications, moving around in 4 cities, and a lot of walking around, I've accomplished nothing.

It comes to the point where I just realised that...

I am too dumb for my dream job..

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