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Happy Holiday!

I sure do write a lot lately 😅

Yeah so since OUAT is in hiatus and I've caught up with its 129 episodes and I keep rewatching the episodes (the ones with Killian and CS scenes of course, duh) now it's time to catch up with The Flash and I'm just starting to watch season 2.

Well usually I watched Glee Christmas episodes to feel the Christmas spirit, because it just, it means a lot to see a holiday theme in TV series, not to mention that it's close to my birthday too. I'm glad I was born around Christmas time 😂.  Raining outside, a hot tea, and a marathon from TV series and movies with winter are just perfect. But, since I've erased most of my collection (need to format my HDD and I only saved important ones 😔) I don't have anything to "celebrate" this holiday. I made a wish earlier today, that I wish I can watch an episode with Christmas theme, and at that time I can only remember Glee.

But I don't have Glee in my HDD now...

So I just keep watching The Flash. I'm just starting to watch episode 9 where Zoom chased Harrison Wells (I like this Wells from Earth-2 btw, so different from Wells-Eobard Thawne. Maybe that's what Harrison gonna be like if he's alive) and when Zoom held Wells by the neck he said, "Merry Christmas". And I was like, "yeaay an episode about Christmas!!"

Yea well that's just it. It's a simple happiness I had today.

Happy Holiday!

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