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apa? menikah? hahahah bukaan. gue bukan mau nikah. cuma tadi lagi ngobrol bareng temen kosan dan pembicaraan berakhir ke topik ini (selalu. ngomongin apapun ujung-ujungnya pasti sampai ke topik ini. huft)

Jadi, seperti biasa kalau ada dua orang atau lebih lagi ngumpul di ruang makan, biasanya anak kosan lain ikutan keluar dan ikutan ngobrol. Tapi kebetulan tadi, setelah gue sama laura selesai makan (ramyun. ya, gue lagi-lagi tergoda buat makan mie. lemah!) dan kak dina selesai nyuci baju (tiga ember mbaksiss) kita duduk dan mulai ngomongin banyak hal. mulai dari bergunjing, bikin rencana (baca: wacana) jalan-jalan, daan.... berakhir ke kegalauan gue, perempuan 20 tahun dan tidak pernah pacaran, yang pengen cepet-cepet nikah.

kak din: kenapa sih, pengen cepet-cepet nikah? yang lain tuh abis kuliah pengen kerja dulu..  kakak, kak cimot, kak dika (dulu satu kosan, setelah mereka kerja ga di sini lagi.. huhu) justru mikirin kerja dulu

gue: ya dalam pikiran aku karir gampang kak, gampang cari kerja, gampang cari duit (beuh. padahal tau banget kalau nyari kerja susah) yang penting ada pendamping dulu~ (mikir, kak dika kan udah punya pacar..) lagian kak cimot di tempat kerjanya banyak cowok sih.. insinyur lagi.. (ngeces #eh?)

kak din: ya tetep aja.. ghina baru 20 kan?

gue: iya..

(hening beberapa saat)

gue: kesepian kak...........

kak din+laura: buahahahahaahaa tuh kaaan

laura: udah ngomongnya serius pasti ujung-ujungnya ini huuu dasaaarrrr

dasar anak kostan. kalo ngobrol ga jauh-jauh dari ini.. hahahahah

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