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suatu hari di bulan ramadhan..

ya, hari itu hari ini, saat ini, tepatnya pukul 6.11 tanggal 10 agustus di laptop gue. dan tokoh utamanya tentu aja gue, manusia oke yang doyan makan tempe (oke, ini cuma biar enak dibaca v._.)

jadi tadi abis solat subuh, dan ngaji (cieee), seperti biasa gue berniat buat leha lehe di kasur sebelum les jam 9 (baca: tidur) yah.. nasib mahasiswi perantau yang libur 3.5 bulan di kampung, daripada bengang bengong buka situs porno (eeehhh??!) mendingan ikut kursus biar makin pinter tanpa sosiz so naiz B) tapi katanya kan tidur abis subuh itu ga baik, akhirnya gue mutusin buat internetan. yaah.. sekedar buka notifikasi fesbuk, mention twitter, blog walking, backstabbing >:D (enggak, ngarang kok.. o:) ) dan akhirnya gue mutusin buat blogging lagi setelah sekian puluh ribu jam ga update (cih, sok eksis)

oke gue bingung pengen ngetik apa lagi.


aha, akhirnya di tab sebelah gue search "semut masuk laptop" di google. yak! ini dia yang bikin gue sebel, murka, durjana, merana, tersiksa, dan nestapa di tengah panas terik cuaca Padang. apa gara-gara keseringan nonton bukan empat mata, terus kehipnotis sama kata-kata tukul yang "kembali ke lep? top!", semut-semut ini berbaris rapi masuk ke dalam laptop. entah apa yang mereka lakuin di dalam laptop gue, yang jelas tombol "backspace" dan \| jadi susah diketik. gue mesti ngeluarin semua tenaga dan ilmu ngeden gue biar simbolnya keluar (oke, lebay)

(ini loading tab sebelah kenapa ga kelar-kelar ya?)

langsung galau..

padahal gue pengen-tau-banget gimana cara ngeluarin semut-semut sok ngerti gadget ini dari laptop gue. sebel. apa dosa laptop gue?? apa gara-gara keseringan buka situs porno? (ckckck, WOI APA-APAAAN INI?)

makin galau..

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