Gubak Surep

Tulus, a well-known singer in Indonesia once sang a song called "Gajah" (elephant), one of his beautiful songs from the same title as its album, which was released in 2014. The song tells us about his struggle when he was younger who was often called elephant, because of his appearance who they said to be a resemblance of this beautiful creature. He then also used this song to promote a campaign about elephant: #JanganBunuhGajah, especially Sumatran Elephants which face extinction, collaborating with WWF Indonesia. Being one of those people who also (claim) to fight for animals right (I haven't done much really), I started to post some contents to my Facebook page and Twitter about elephants, in order to raise people's awareness about the wildlife animals. I consider myself to be a rookie in this field, heck I even just started to dig more about elephant, their behaviour, their true nature, their population, and what danger faces them. A couple of years ago I went to...

What's your dream job? If anyone asked me this question, my answer was and will always be: anything related to development jobs, specifically environment. Let it be administrative assistant, customer service, or heck I'm even willing to be just a volunteer.. I have this volunteer blood in my vein it's just I feel fulfilled if I am meant something to society, to help around. But boy can we support our life with all that? I am in the midst of this so called quarter life crisis like millions of people have. Twenty something and haven't found my way of living. You optimistic people call this status, the one I'm in right now, a jobseeker. But I'm gonna stick with the unemployed thing. Sound hopeless I know, but it's been 6 months and aside from 5 tests, 1 FGD, and 3 interviews, rejected applications, moving around in 4 cities, and a lot of walking around, I've accomplished nothing. It comes to the point where I just realised that... I am too dumb for my ...

I have to tell myself this Bitch, you gotta stop worrying about how much appreciation you'll get, how you have to start being good and feel good about yourself. Don't hesitate again, k? You're good, you're amazing. You're doing well. It's okay to put yourself out there. Don't mind the others. K? Ok??

I sure do write a lot lately 😅 Yeah so since OUAT is in hiatus and I've caught up with its 129 episodes and I keep rewatching the episodes (the ones with Killian and CS scenes of course, duh) now it's time to catch up with The Flash and I'm just starting to watch season 2. Well usually I watched Glee Christmas episodes to feel the Christmas spirit, because it just, it means a lot to see a holiday theme in TV series, not to mention that it's close to my birthday too. I'm glad I was born around Christmas time 😂.  Raining outside, a hot tea, and a marathon from TV series and movies with winter are just perfect. But, since I've erased most of my collection (need to format my HDD and I only saved important ones 😔) I don't have anything to "celebrate" this holiday. I made a wish earlier today, that I wish I can watch an episode with Christmas theme, and at that time I can only remember Glee. But I don't have Gl...

Hari ini adalah hari ibu. Yang orang Indonesia pahami adalah hari ini adalah hari khusus untuk orangtua perempuan, hari untuk Ibu. Yang mungkin tidak kita tahu adalah, 22 Desember adalah hari Perempuan. Tapi aku bukan mau cerita tentang sejarahnya, tidak. Aku cuma mau menulis kalau aku sedih, dan menyesal karena membeli tiket kembali ke Jakarta hari ini. Lion Air JT 255, PDG-CGK, yang harusnya boarding pukul 19.50 dan berangkat pukul 20.20 (tapi sampai sekarang belum ada pengumuman, classic). Ah, Nadiah.. Kenapa malah balik hari ini si? Tunggu sampai hari Senin aja kenapa? Ini lagi tahan-tahan air mata, abis peluk mama berkali-kali ga rela harus pergi lagi. Ah, tahun ini tahun penuh air mata haha :') Maaf ya, maunya cerita di sini. Ga mau cerita di status fb, twitter, line, atau instagram. Ma, I miss you already 😢

I woke up at 3 am again, but this time I woke up because of a bad dream. I dreamed something about a group project and I felt I was left out because I almost did nothing. Which I did, there was nothing I could do and I cried myself out when one of them talked to me. In that dream, I know how disappointing I was my tears just wouldn't stop. I woke up, and started crying. I just.. I am a disappointment.

I woke up early today, 3 am, and of course being a modern, internet savvy citizen, I opened my social media account to check.. things. And I found out that international DJ were tweeting about "Om Telolet Om", the Indonesian meme which actually was a hype a couple months ago. Since it was tweeted by Zedd, DJSnake, and some other DJs and other internationally recognized famous people, "Om Telolet Om" became famous again, and people are spamming, tweeting about it. And somehow, it made me happy. This so called stupid trend (for some people) actually made me laugh. Haha But on the other hand, I just noticed from 9gag that Mark Zuckerberg got Morgan Freeman as the Jarvis. Yup, apparently Mark has been building Jarvis for the past year AND HERE I AM CONTINUOUSLY RETWEETING SOMEONE FAMOUS ABOUT OM TELOLET OM. I also saw on Facebook that Mark had videos about his home and Jarvis, and a note explaining what he's been working. Ah, how did that make you feel.. Isn...