Gubak Surep

I think I'm in love.. Or in this new obsession/fangirling with Killian Jones or Captain Hook from Once Upon a Time series, which is played by Colin O'donoghue. His piercing eyes and dashing look just got me. But mostly, his true intention and his way of taking care of Emma and how he knows when something is not right and he is the only one who understands her and knows how to talk to her.. I'm just.. Gaaah And this is what I've been doing for the last couple of weeks, catching up with 116 episodes and, admire how beautiful Killian is. His smirk, his eyes, eyebrows. I'm single and you'd have to be Killian Jones to change that Dammit.

The clock is ticking, it's 1.30 am and I still can't sleep. I'm watching Korean Drama, and the story somehow represents the college life very well and the main character, for the first 3 episodes, seem a bit like me. Yes I'm watching kdrama again, as I need something to entertain my life because it's been boring and flat as hell I just live from day to day, from paycheck to paycheck. I try to balance it with talking with friends, or hang out on weekends. But it requires money and I am just broke af I need to save my money (not to mention that  I'll be unemployed -again- soon. 😂) Lately I bring a book in my bag, books I bought but I never read them, so I can read it on my way home. But since my phone magically installed an app called BeeMovie (I must've pressed the pop-up ad), I can just download kdrama straight to my storage. I've finished W - Two Worlds (oh don't we all want to get into our favourite manga world?), I watched Doctors (but not fini

Screw adulthood, I'm staying 20 forever! But of course I can't. And up to this point I have the urge to say fart life, I hate being an adult. I really want to leave this life and being a full-time volunteer, getting paid by meals and a house. No need to worry about society, responsibilities.. Ah.. This comes from, work. Not gonna spare you the details, it's just a phase I know. Just want to let it out as I'm trusting internet with strangers more than, my cat? K, bye. You, good night. Take care. Stay healthy. See you

tel em llet uoy tahw si ni ym deefswen : elpoep gnitteg degagne - elpoep gnitteg deirram - elpoep gnitteg pihsralohcs - elpoep gnitteg "laer" - dna os no, dna os no... llew, I evig pu I t'nod eveileb taht ll'I yrram enoemos, yademos m'I ton neve erus taht enoemos ekil em, ekil me hturt si, on eno reve dessefnoc sih gnileefs, ot em m'I ton neve deifilauq ot teg a pihsralohcs, ro ot eunitnoc ot yduts daorba... os etarepsed koped, 6102-20-80

"jangan makan mie malam-malam.." "tapi, tapi, lagi mau.. LAGI MAU!" "jangan makan mie malam-malam, tar susah dicerna, kalorinya banyak, tar energinya disimpan jadi lemak. ja-ngan!" *brb ke indomaret* *beli gekikara ramen goreng* *eh ada taro waffle, beli juga ah* Aku lagi masuk siklus hormonal, oke? #alasanklasik Eh bener kook, dalam kondisi normal, mana mau gue makan mie (dih). Masih bisa dikontrol, maksudnya.. Kadang udah masuk siklus hormonal juga masih bisa ditahan, tapi.. yang tadi aku khilaf :') Pertanyaan klasik sih, tapi siapa yang ga suka mie? Siapa? SIAPA?? (santai wey). Mie, makanan yang ditemukan di zaman Dinasti Han. Yang udah diolah jadi berbagai jenis dan rasa, jadi penyelamat perut mahasiswa, yang menemani di sela-sela percakapan tengah malam di warkop.. Aku Rasanya yang kenyal, lembut saat dikunyah, rasanya yang lumer dan menyatu di dalam mulut.. Ah, mie... Aku padamu.. Aku cintaa

where you'll get blamed for things you made and how you act will get you slayed and what you think is not relayed this is a place where money rules and this was not taught in schools and you just wish you are not fools hoping life won't ridicule this is a place for zero mistake oh God please give me a break.

There's nothing frustrating (at least for me) than feeling stupid. Definition of stupid : "Lacking in intelligence or exhibiting the quality of having been done by someone lacking in intelligence." (Wiktionary) That's right, lacking in intelligence. I like smart people, they use advanced words to express their knowledge. I can learn from them. Their depth and wide understanding on how this world works, their wide vocabularies when having philosophical arguments or such.. But at the same time, I feel stupid and damn, I can not understand any of this. Did I not use my time wisely before? What have I learnt this whole life? It's like 6th grader all over again. Everyone understood the topic our teacher explained, and there I was feeling like an idiot because I understood nothing. These smart people must be laughing at us primitives.