Gubak Surep

it's just nother night, another year, for me

2012-01-01T00:34:00.000+07:00

aaandd you just arrived in 2012. a year of hopes, dreams, for most of people. well I think it's nothing but another year. I don't know, I don't feel nothing like I use to feel for new year. maybe I'll just jump to conclusion that I am not in a good mood, remembering that tomorrow, January 2nd is my first day of my final test. I can't think clearly. I am not well-prepared.. I.. really.

my super ordinary 19th birthday

2011-12-27T18:37:00.000+07:00

hey! yesterday was my birthday and that was soooo ordinary. I spent my whole day in my room, typing my assignments and worrying about accounting test and freakin out knowing the fact that some people I expected to say "happy birthday" to me actually did not say any -__- come on, it is the only special day for me, the day I was born to this rotten earth for God sake! last year I also worried about my paper but my family was here! this is the most awful birthday I ever had. or maybe it's because I expect too much?

but somehow it was nice, I will list some people who said happy birthday to me from any media :D
first: by call
I know FAJRA was calling me in the middle of the night but I was sleeping. well, I appreciate it :)
then MY MOM called me at 5 a.m to say happy birthday and said her hopes for me. :')
my dad called me at 6 am..
then RAZIEF, my younger brother (I forget the time)
and last, AMI my younger sister :D

actually this wasn't my cake, it was nabila's :p

via text messages
1. FAJRA 00:10
2. SEKAR 04:38
3. MBAK ROSI 06:59
4. ULAN 08:51
5. KAK DINAR 15:38
6 NURUL 17:31
7. and IKA, today (Dec 27) at 13:17

VIA BBM:
1. GHINA 00:00
2. KAK DIKA 01:00

p.s: utha, nia, laura, vekky, singgih, bela, sekar,
robith, dita, ghina, chintia, gilang
, dewi, metia, anif, ririn,
were changing their pm and name on bbm
to celebrate my birthday :p

3.   UTHA 01:01
4.   CENNA 06:32
5.   MAMET 06:54
6.   VEKKY 07:45
7.   CITONG 08:40
8.   METIA 09:28
9.   AVIN 09:55
10. YUKA 10:44
11. ICA 11:09
12. ONE 11:12
13. ANIF 11:33
14. NIA 11:36
15. POPPY 13:21
16. DIDIT, IBUL, CUCU, MASTER, CICAN 14:40
17. DEWI 19:50

DIRECTLY
1. LAURA
2. MEI
3. TIKA
4. KAK DIKA
5. KAK CIMOT
6. KAK DINA
7. KAK VIRA
8. GILANG (today)
9. RAIHAN
10. RISZA
11. SITI
12. DEWI
13. DIAN

VIA TWITTER
1. UTHA 2. RINA 3. CHINTIA 4. VEKKY 5. NISA 6. ULAN 7. RETNO 8. NOOR 9. ELYN

from kak benazio rizki putra :D

10. OJAN 11. SINGGIH 12. KAK YOLA 13. DITA 14. DISA 15. IYAN 16. DIAN 17. VANIA 18. FADHIL 19. HENKI 20. ARBI 21. KHALED 22. ICHA 23. KAK BENAZIO 24. ADISTI 25.BANG INDRA 26. RIRIN 27. BANG FADLI 28. MUTI 29. ISRA 30. PUTI 31. KAK ASEP
32. WITRI 33. NABILA 34. PUSPA 35. DWI 36. NICKO 37. MELYZA 38. NINDA 39. SARI

and 104 friends from facebook Evin, caca, teguh, yohanna, bang gian, kak retno, pris, henki, utha, aditya, fuad, sisil, ria, gintang, kak zaza, dian, rosalina, nuning, arif, guruh, vivi, harry, tiaara, reni, bang ibnu, vani, nindi, tyas, kak david,pica, bang arif, adi, vekky, aan, ninda,kak ici, shinta, difa, andri, nia, anif, sisca, rina, juanda, irvan f, kak teguh, bang indra, hendra, ibul, meibi, kukuh, robith, irvan a, kak khalida, afi, tika, syarrah, geno, tika, besty, ica, devid, meli, bayu, simon, nia, cui, feni, fauzan, mila, haria, septian, ni sherly, mahkamah mahasiswa ui, ayu, mumut, veby, andi, diah, oja, nte na, vando, aul, luthfi, fakhrelza, laudi, hakmi, gani, dewi, rina w, sherly, hafiz, ni ayu, imre, ion, dila, zai, alberto, siska, freya, debby, da hanif.

thank you so much! I AM SO FLATTERED BY YOUR WISHES AND MAY ALLAH BLESS US ALL. AMEN :D

from friendster :p

and there was something special in front of my door yesterday :)) so kak dika, laura and yuka were singing "happy birthday" in 3 different language. kak dika sang javanese, laura deutsch, and yuka mandarin :D

moment of my life

2011-12-25T17:29:00.002+07:00

at that day,
I was sitting near the lake,
the sky was cloudy,
and a stranger came,
with his camera,
he took some shots and sat next to me.
just us two.
I don't know him,
I bet he didn't know me.
but somehow I thought that moment was glorious.
sitting with a stranger,
admire the lightning and cloudy sky.
I felt.. so.. amazing.

all I want for my birthday..

2011-12-22T23:51:00.003+07:00

I was born on December 26th 1992 and it's a day after Christmas. well I am not a christian, but I found a song that best describes what I really want for my birthday. this is a song from Mariah Carey, All I Want for Christmas is you, and I change the lyrics a little..

I don't want a lot for my birthdayThere is just one thing I needI don't care about the presentsOn the dining table
I just want you for my ownMore than you could ever knowMake my wish come trueAll I want for my birthdayIs you

still, single.

2011-12-20T21:39:00.000+07:00

I don't mind being single. but knowing the fact that I am surrounded by happy cuddling couples makes me sick. GOD I NEED A BOYFRIEND SO I CAN SURVIVE THIS TOUGH COLLEGE LIFE!!! it makes me think, what if I die without any boyfriend, even husband? I know that if I could be in heaven, Allah promises that we'll live there with our couple..

but still..

I just wanna feel what it's like to have a boyfriend. loving, getting mad at each other. jealous. smiling like a crazy when he calls. or surprised when he gives you a present..

aaah just like the most posts in 9gag.com : #ForeverAlone

masygul uas

2011-12-20T20:59:00.000+07:00

sebenernya gue lagi ga mood nulis. gatau deh ya, gue semacem demotivasiooong belakangan ini, lebih tepatnya setelah uts. kayanya semua jiwa raga dan kehidupan dan perjuangan gue untuk semester 3 ini cuma sampe uts. miris. gimana ngga? jadwal ujiannya menyiksa banget. gue yang biasanya dapet jadwal ujian mepet 1 minggu selesai, lha sekarang malah dapet jadwal ujian yang menyiksa pelan-pelan, perlahan, pasti, dan mati. ada 7 mata kuliah yang tersebar di 7 hari ujian dari 14 hari yang di sediain. senin, selasa, rabu, kamis di minggu pertama, terus selasa, rabu, jumat di minggu kedua. mata kuiahnya meeen, mata kuliahnya kebanyakan itung-itungan. bukannya gue ga suka itung-itungan.. gue suka.. apalagi ada 2 mata kuliah yang (seharusnya) bisa gue handle karena latar belakang gue yang dari ipa, statistika sosial dan matematika ekonomi. tapiii materi setelah uts itu lhooo yang nyiksa cerebrum gue.. belum lagi materi hapalan dan teori ini itu yang berkaitan sama jurusan ini.. ha! jangan lupain akuntansi. gue udah ga ngerti lagi kenapa sampai sekarang logika gue ga pernah sampe ke akuntansi. plussss gue susah fokus dan konsentrasi di kelas. aaaaaa terlalu rumit. gue konflik batin :(

ya, dan gue harus menghadapi kenyataan uas kurang dari 2 minggu lagi dan gue-belum-siap-sama-sekali.

OH, DAN GUE MASIH HARUS BIKIN TUGAS PENGANTAR PERPAJAKAN BUAT BESOK!

nothin

2011-12-18T22:06:00.002+07:00

it's sunday. and in the next few hours I will be facing monday. and it means.. ah nothing. I don't wanna talk about it really.
what I want to write actually, is.. 2011 is freakin fast. man. January feels like yesterday and it's december already?? whoa. I don't even know what I've been through. many unmemorable things happen this year. whatsoever.

I don't know why, but I have a good feeling about 2012. not about the apocalypse they are talking about, but the great and amazing moments I'll get. I don't know. might I just say, it's gonna be my year. like what I said to 2010. hha!

they say, just write your dreams and let the God and universe make them come true. so, I guess I'm gonna write 'em here.. okay. in 2012, I will get a way better gpa, I will be a super active girl. I will join BEM UI 2012 and become their staff. I am gonna be a project officer of a super cool and super interesting project with my other friend in bem ui. I will get trans tv, trans 7, sctv, and tvri as the media partners of konnas adm negara 2012. have a healthy life by doing some exercises so I can lost my weight up to.. okay my target is 10 kgs. hahaha yea I'll try. whoa. oh, oh and I will be a winner of EF Photobooth competition which I joined since last week. or, or win the happy holidays competition. man, my middle name is "lucky" so why can't I use my middle name as my lucky charm for every competitions? or maybe Allah just want me to try so hard and not to depend on some unpredicted competitions? yea well okay. then, I want 2012 as a memorable year where I finally could get a boyfriend. hahaha though I know it's not gonna work anyway. yes yes and I will apply to ielsp scholarship and pass every selection and finally I make it to America :D can't deny that though I love europe so much, especially UK, my life is so much influenced by America's program. let's just say, I am a big an of disney channel, nickelodeon. I even watch hollywood's movies more than those which come from england with actors and their sexy british accent. yea.. oh and also I want my photos for google photography prize win and displayed in Saachi Gallery in London >< I had this vision that I'll win EF PHOTOBOOTH COMPETITION AND MY PHOTOS ARE DISPLAYED IN SAACHI GALLERY so when I arrive in London, I could also look my photos in saachi gallery. I wish. I wish. I wish.. I guess that's what I really want to achieve next year.

HOLD ON! I NEED YOU TO HELP ME SO I CAN WIN EF PHOTOBOOTH COMPETITION. PLEASE CLICK THE LIKE BUTTON IN THIS PHOTO http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150513687816413&set=a.10150504625226413.424671.199754301412&type=1 AND YOU CAN TAKE A LOOK AT MY PHOTOS FOR GOOGLE PHOTOGRAPHY PRIZE IN THIS LINK https://plus.google.com/u/2/photos/104573972651089244560/albums/5684676305743672097 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONCERN. HAVE A NICE DAY :D

today

2011-12-16T21:38:00.000+07:00

I ALMOST BURNED DOWN THE HOUSE TODAY...

Lomba Foto – Eropa di Mata Anda

2011-11-13T08:57:00.001+07:00

hei! DW-World lagi ngadain kontes fotografi lho! temanya tentang "Eropa di Mata Anda. lo tinggal upload foto lo yang bertemakan Eropa, kasih tanggapan maksimal 30 kata, boleh bahasa inggris atau Indonesia, di situs DW-WORLD dan minta temen-temen lo buat vote foto itu!

I am soo gonna join this competition and I am gonna win!!!!

did not :(

2011-11-12T13:29:00.001+07:00

I didn't win cn blue storm concert quiz :( so saaaad :"( :"(
I congratulate you winners :')

how is your 111111 day?

2011-11-11T22:49:00.001+07:00

today is November 11, 2011. which means, it's 11-11-11 day! it's a special day as many people celebrate it or use it as a special date because of the unique combination of the numbers.

so today I started my day with the last midtest for this term \m/ and theen I went to FIB to see FestiFrance and went back to FISIP to attend some hearings. after that, I went to the central library of UI to browse some stuffs and got an interview with SOV a.k.a school of volunteers BEM UI. actually, I went to the central library with sofi. and I chose to accompany her seeing her is not in a stable mood. I sat in the parking lot of FIB while my friends are eating noodles and giving some advices to sofi and entertain her so she wont be sad anymore. then at 8 pm, sofi and I headed to train station. sofi continued by buying tickets to jakarta, and I kept walking right to my boarding house. when I just arrived, my board-mate said that they were just making fun with mei and laugh out loud it.

nothing's special in this special-combination-number-of-date, but I am happy, because.. yea well. something ;)

happy 20th anniversary mom and dad :D

2011-11-10T08:10:00.001+07:00

HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY FOR MY LOVELY PARENTS!! AND SELAMAT HARI PAHLAWAN UNTUK PAHLAWAN-PAHLAWAN DI INDONESIA! MY PARENTS ARE MY HERO. I wish you to stay healthy, happy couple, and blessed. Thank you for all of your sacrifices to us, your children. May Allah bless your carrier and I am sorry I couldn't go home this time. mid term tests are slowly killing me. :( happy for you meine Alter :*

positive steps for mental health

2011-11-10T08:03:00.000+07:00

kadang manusia suka minder. punya kekurangan ini itu. kalo liat yang lain, bawaannya iri, kenapa gue ga bisa, kenapa dia bisa? gue useless, gue sampah. yah, semua pernah mengalaminya, termasuk gue. until I found this picture in my friend's tumblr. so I just post it in here.

ber-keran-lah - by @nsghina

2011-11-10T07:56:00.001+07:00

kalo gue galau, gue mencoba melampiaskan kegalauan gue dengan bertingkah yang aneh-aneh. kemaren, waktu gue galau mau uts matematika (masih bingung itu matek apa matbis), abis sholat, gue tetep pake mukenah gue dan treak-treak histeris di kosan. sampe temen-temen gue di kosan mencoba menenangkan gue, dan ngasih kata-kata motivasi. tapi yang gue alamin itu galau akut, dan gue langsung inget nasihat @poconggg yang menentramkan, jika kau galau, bershowerlah. mulai dari alya di AADC sampai leonardo di caprio di film revolutionary road, semuanya kalo lagi galau, langsung bershower..

oke, noted. tapi di kosan gue ga ada shower Щ(ºДºщ)

..
....

oke! akhirnya gue punya ide, untuk bergalau di bawah keran, alias ber-keran. caranya gampang, duduk di bawah keran saat mandi, dan merenunglah. air keran itu akan membawa semua kegalauanmu. trust me, it works.

//_-

soal UTS Pengantar Perpajakan 2011

2011-11-10T06:51:00.002+07:00

ya, kemaren gue uts pajak dan inilah, soal yang bikin sebagian temen-temen gue nambah dobel folio. .___.

1. perpajakan sebagai instrumen negara membantu negara dalam menjalankan peran dan fungsinya. jelaskan!
2. pajak merupakan sesuatu yang dapat dipaksakan. jelaskan pernyataan ini! dan jelaskan langkah-langkah yang akan dilakukan fiskus apabila wajib pajak tidak membayar pajak!
3. jelaskan 2 pendekatan yang digunakan dalam keadilan berpajak! jelaskan bagaimana implementasi keadilan perpajakan tersebut di Indonesia!
4. jelaskan pendapat anda mengenai sistem administrasi perpajakan di Indonesia!
5. jelaskan mengapa pajak merupakan satu-satunya pemasukan negara yang aman, murah, ajeg, dan berkesinambungan!

jelaskan dulu teorinya ya~ pesan dosen di soal ujiannya. oke. die.

*seingat gue sih, ini. enjoy everybodeh*

Shuppin, everyone. Everyone, SHUPPIN!

2011-11-09T23:04:00.001+07:00

hey!
a couple of weeks ago, I played "Lucky Rabbit Reflex" (",) a RPG game where I finally can find a boyfriend (yea, a VIRTUAL boyfriend, that's what I mean). so I played a character which I named Ghina :"> and as a new student in senior year, I should make friends and join the club and find memorable moment along the game. and my target is to date Shuppin, a cool, music-lover boy who also moved from another country a year before me. well, I have to admit, that.. at the first shot, I did NOT get any boyfriend, nor memorable moment. but I keep trying to play it and finallyyy I am officially dating Shuppin! kya kya (it sounds so desparate, I know :|)

so here are some photos of me, and my Shuppin <3

*lucky rabbit reflex*

shuppin~ :*

my best moment with him <3

yea, as the best moment ended, my love life with Shuppin comes to the end. so, sad :(

hey I just figured, that.. if you want to have a best ending with Shuppin, you should try to do these ;)
1. shuppin loves music, join to music club and wait til he shows up in the music club ;)
2. shuppin has a part time job in bakery, improve your social and charm so you can apply to this job :D
3. before you can apply at this job, you should ask shuppin to go out at bakery. yes, so he could tell you the job offer at bakery
4. shuppin loves to see you in a cute dress while he's dating with you
good luck fellas ;D

CN BLUE Storm Concert Quiz by Pocari Indonesia

2011-11-09T05:15:00.001+07:00

Kyaaaa Pocari sweat just held a quiz and the lucky winner will get ONE of TWENTY tickets to watch CN BLUE Storm Concert! goshh I really really hope that I can be ONE of those lucky winners. oh! and my friend Ifa also joined it. we DO HOPE that we could win and watch the concert together!!

ich vermisse dich

2011-11-07T18:46:00.000+07:00

mom, I miss you already..
-ghina, your just-being-left-by-you-to-Padang daughter

tsk tsk

2011-11-07T18:41:00.000+07:00

I am desperately can't find the answer for this assignment. so I joined this school of volunteers at my college but since I wasn't able to attend the first meeting, I got to do some assignments so I can join the test and continue to the field class #eh? yea whatever. so here are the problems:

1. Jelaskankonsep mitigasi bencana! Apa maksud resiliensi dan disaster management training?
2. Jelaskanapa itu siklus bencana! Apa yang membedakan siklus bencana dengan siklus-sikluslain (ex: siklus air, siklus rantai makanan, dll)?
3. Jelaskanperaturan untuk menjadi seorang relawan!
4. Apatugas Advance Team dan tugas Rescue Team saat terjun ke bencana?

maaan it should be collected by the end of the day 23:59

and I still have 3 more test starting from tomorrow, starting with accounting. sigh.

suatu sore di stasiun UI..

2011-10-27T07:32:00.000+07:00

14 Oktober 2011

ghina dan mei: *lagi nyari bingkai buat sertifikat pembicara acara D'Islamic Pleasures Days*
mei: mas, ad bingkai ga?
mas-mas penjual bingkai: ada mbak, mau ambil brapa?
ghina: harganya brapa mas?
mas-mas penjual bingkai: 30 ribu mbak
ghina dan mei: *keselek*
mei: mahal banget mas..
mas-mas penjual bingkai: kayunya bagus mbak, lagian ini kayunya bukan hasil illegal logging, jadi kena pajak..
ghina dan mei: *terdiam* *wow*
mei: ooh gitu, yaudah deh mas, makasih ya mas..

I had dreams, what do they mean?

2011-10-19T05:26:00.001+07:00

jadi udah beberapa kali gue mimpi liat pemandangan yang baguuus banget. yang pertama itu waktu gue sakit, liat pemandangan taman, bukit, air terjun, dan laut. dalam mimpi itu ada perasaan bahwa tempat itu suram, ditinggal penduduknya setelah gempa 30 September 2009 dan diambil alih oleh turis asing. dan ceritanya gue liat semua itu waktu gue duduk di mobil bak terbuka. yang kedua, ceritanya jakarta berbatasan langsung sama negara 4 musim (sebut saja eropa) (ga nyambung ya? namanya juga mimpi :|) dan dalam mimpi itu gue liat perbedaan kontras antara jakarta dan negara itu. jakarta sumpek, panas, dan berpolusi sementara negara itu dikelilingi lembah dan pepohonan dan gue merasa sangat nyaman..

satu lagi deh, kemaren malam gue mimpi liat ular banyaaak banget. gue lagi jalan, dalam mimpi itu dari arah pasar raya pulang ke rumah, dan di sepanjang jalan, bahkan di kawasan perumahan itu ada ular. setelah iseng liat tafsir mimpi ini itu, artinya bisa aja.. ada penghianat dalam keluarga, dapat jodoh, dapat banyak rezeki, atau.. akan ada banyak orang yang musuhin gue. :(

ya sudahlah, cuma Allah yang berkuasa..

I am playing..

2011-10-19T05:08:00.000+07:00

hey! I am playing Pottermore, are you?

and I am playing Explorion, are you?

click clock - tik tok

2011-10-19T04:59:00.000+07:00

hola.

I just got back from my lovely homey hometown, Padang. I went there, because I got ten days holiday after my-super-sucks-midterm-test. well, I didn't plan to, but my dad offered me a ticket to go home. so, why should I refuse it? ;)

I just realize, I've grown up. my brother's grown up too. and so has my sister. my parents getting old. their hair turns white and everyday they have wrinkle in their face. have you ever think about it? how time go fast. you, was once a kid and minded your own bussiness. you only cared about your life, your friends, and sometimes hated the facts that you have brother or sister. you got fight with them. you really wanted to leave your home and go to the college which is thousand miles from your home. have you?

do you remember the last time you had a quality time with your family? or play games with your brother and sister? or maybe share a story with them?
(written in March)

hei

2011-10-19T04:56:00.001+07:00

di sana kau duduk, senja-senja di perpustakaan megah itu
lalu di sana kau berdiri, di depan rumah Tuhan yang juga aku agungkan
kemudian di sana kau berjalan, melalui rantaian manusia, menembus udara dingin, dan singgah di berbagai perintah
dan aku tersadar kau juga duduk dalam ruangan itu, ruangan suram di hari Jumat
hei kamu..

kelam

2011-10-12T23:24:00.000+07:00

"sejak mengenal akuntansi, aku semakin jauh dari cahaya Tuhan" -iyan

way back into home

2011-08-10T12:22:00.002+07:00

grammar class with a beautiful pregnant teacher, miss Ria, just ended. I prepare myself to go downstairs so I can get to home early. but when I reach downstair, I saw 3 motorbikes behind my motorbike so they are blocking my way out. I take deep breath. today is so hot and I think I can wait until one of the owner of those motorbikes move their motorcycle so I can pass through. thus, I take a sit and start looking around. there are some students who don't go home yet. I keep waiting, wondering if someone finally take his/her keys and let me and my motorbike go home..

finally, a guy comes up and move his motorbike. he goes to someplace-I-don't-care and I, with a smiley face, finally can go home.. :D

usually, when I am riding my motorbike, I only pay attention to the road, the policeman (ugh) and other vehicles so I can drag it fast. oh, yeah. of course I watch the traffic lights, too :p but this time, I decide to watch everything along the road. the street is not too crowded so I can ride it slowly and watch everything near me.

my first attention is a young boy who carries a Fixie with his father who's riding a motorbike. hmm. this is the first time for me seeing Fixie in my town. I keep following them and my left hand start to take my cellphone in my bag which I put in my back, and with eyes moving from road, to cellphone, to rearview mirror, and yes! I take their photos! hahaha o dear God. there are policemen and a few meter in front of me there is a traffic light. so I put my cellphone back to my bag, and stop in the traffic light.

my second observed is a bazaar and Ramadhan market in trades offices. hmm, pretty crowd. some cars can not get through so it stucks and make a temporary traffic jam. I do want to take the photos but I have to keep riding. sigh.

next to the office there are a provider office and put ads in their office. a very low prices to call from 2 am til 5.59 am. hmm. they keep doing that during Ramadhan, those providers. making promises about an inexpensive calls, thousand free short messages, and yada yada yada. but, yeah. I do trust this provider :p

before my bike reaches railways crossings, I stop by in a workshop to fill up the tires. after giving a thousand idr to the mechanic man, I continue my journey.

It is so hot that I want to take some nap when I get home. but at the time I want to open the fence, my mom show up and says,"why do you take so long? Take me to the market" --"

biore energizing cool

2011-08-10T07:21:00.002+07:00

kayaknya hari ini mood gue lagi bagus-bagusnya buat blogging. dan ini kenapa ya blog post gue malah promosiin barang-barang? dibayar juga kagak.

hahaha

oke, sebenernya gue ngasih judul biore energizing cool karena ini sabun yang paling gue suka nomor satu. nomor dua-nya? cussons imperial leather dong (sekilas iklan). gue nyampein ini cuma sebatas konsumen yang suka suatu product aja kok. :p

lanjut

jadi setelah kurang lebih setaun tinggal di depok, gue selalu kesulitan buat nyari biore energizing cool (oke, selanjutnya kita sebut begizing). ada apa dengan begizing? kemana dia? sama siapa? apa udah ga diproduksi lagi? terus gue mandi pake apa? siapa yang nemenin gue nyanyi di kamar mandi kalo ga ada begizing? kenapa bulu kaki temen-temen cowo gue keriting? kenapa mereka juga hobi main sabun?

maaf, mulai ngawur.

walaupun ga ada begizing, gue harus move on. ga mungkin gue mandi cuma siram-siram aer doang. kasian temen-temen di kampus. mereka masih muda. mereka terlalu muda untuk mencium aroma busuk yang terpancar membahana kalo gue mandi asal-asalan. dan jangan paksa gue buat mandi pake shampoo. ga mau. cukup ketiak gue aja yang buluan. cukup! (emangnya shampoo bisa numbuhin rambut di badan ya?). dan untuk menutupi kelabilan remaja ini, gue ganti merk. auch.

sampe akhirnya kemaren waktu gue mampir ke damar plaza, tepatnya di depan gramedia, gue nemu begizing! bagai oase di tengah gurun, seperti menonton harry potter and the deathly hallows di indonesia, seperti lulus snmptn, gue, dengan tatapan mesum penuh makna, tereak tereak akhirnya bisa ketemu begizing. oke, tereaknya cuman di dalam pikiran.. TAPI TETEP AJAA rasanya tuh.. ya gitu deh. bahagia..

penampakan begizing

berjuta terimakasih gue sampaikan buat damar plaza yang masih menjual begizing. semoga amal ibadah semua pegawainya diterima Allah swt. amiin

SALAM BEGIZING!

-->damar plaza :')

kedai 1001 mimpi

2011-08-10T06:32:00.002+07:00

jadi kemaren gue ke gramedia buat ambil duit (loh? ga nyambung). hahaha eh iya ini beneran.. soalnya atm nya ada di sono, dan itu yang paling deket dari tempat gue kursus. dan setelah gue ambil duitnya, gue mikir,"kelinci disko! gimana cara bayar parkirnya? duit gue biru semua! aaaaa"

galau lagi.

akhirnya gue mutusin buat masuk ke dalam gramedia. padahal belakangan ini gue sering main ke sana. niatnya sih mau beli buku, tapi ga nemu yang bagus dan pulang dengan tangan bisulan (cih). dan kali ini gue masuk dengan niat bisa beli pena seribu lima ratus terus bayarnya pake duit limapuluhribu.. (YAKALII!) yang ada gue dicekal, terus dilarang masuk gramedia selama-lamanya, foto gue dipajang sebagai pelanggan terlarang, hidup gue diteror sms-sms gaib yang minta gue ngundurin diri sebagai manusia. TERUS GUE DIPAKSA NARI STRIPTIS! oke, imajinasi ini agak berlebihan.

masygul.

daripada galau tak bertuan, gue memaksa si kaki buat naik ke lantai 2. kali aja nemu buku "cara menghilangi kegalauan karena tidak bisa membayar uang parkir motor". dan setelah tawaf 1 lantai, akhirnya ketemu juga ini buku..

seperti biasa, gue meriksa buku yang udah kebuka segelnya biar bisa baca-baca sebelum beli. kalo bagus, beli. kalo ga, yaudin ditinggal lagi. eh, ternyata baru halaman pertama buku ini sukses bikin gue senyum mesum cekikikan ga tau adat gara-gara ceritanya. serius. belakangan ini gue jarang nemuin buku (yang udah kebuka segelnya) yang bisa bikin gue ketawa eksotis di gramedia. terus, pas gue cek harganya..

galau gue kambuh

biar bisa nebus ini buku di kasir, gue harus ngeluarin dua lembar uang biru dan kembaliannya dua uang hijau dan selembar uangnya tuanku imam bonjol. agak-agak ga tega gimanaa.. gitu. mental mahasiswa gue menggebu, bertalu, menghakimiku (keseringan foya-foya, baru sadar duit di atm udah abis. ooh maafkan aku ya Allah ::::_::::). dan akhirnya setelah berkelana ke eropa dan jadi orang sukses, gue beli juga buku ini. (horeee)

setelah seharian baca (siang dan lanjut setelah tarawih, mengalahkan niat baca Al Quran. astaghfirullah), gue menyimpulkan buku ini sangat-direkomendasikan. penyampaian bahasa yang bikin gue takjub, cerita kontroversial alias "dibalik layar" tentang orang-orang sana, dari awal sampai akhir sukses membuat gue terpukau. jujur aja, udah lama gue nyari sensasi baca buku yang seperti ini..

bagus. banget.

suatu hari di bulan ramadhan..

2011-08-10T06:10:00.003+07:00

ya, hari itu hari ini, saat ini, tepatnya pukul 6.11 tanggal 10 agustus di laptop gue. dan tokoh utamanya tentu aja gue, manusia oke yang doyan makan tempe (oke, ini cuma biar enak dibaca v._.)

jadi tadi abis solat subuh, dan ngaji (cieee), seperti biasa gue berniat buat leha lehe di kasur sebelum les jam 9 (baca: tidur) yah.. nasib mahasiswi perantau yang libur 3.5 bulan di kampung, daripada bengang bengong buka situs porno (eeehhh??!) mendingan ikut kursus biar makin pinter tanpa sosiz so naiz B) tapi katanya kan tidur abis subuh itu ga baik, akhirnya gue mutusin buat internetan. yaah.. sekedar buka notifikasi fesbuk, mention twitter, blog walking, backstabbing >:D (enggak, ngarang kok.. o:) ) dan akhirnya gue mutusin buat blogging lagi setelah sekian puluh ribu jam ga update (cih, sok eksis)

oke gue bingung pengen ngetik apa lagi.

aha, akhirnya di tab sebelah gue search "semut masuk laptop" di google. yak! ini dia yang bikin gue sebel, murka, durjana, merana, tersiksa, dan nestapa di tengah panas terik cuaca Padang. apa gara-gara keseringan nonton bukan empat mata, terus kehipnotis sama kata-kata tukul yang "kembali ke lep? top!", semut-semut ini berbaris rapi masuk ke dalam laptop. entah apa yang mereka lakuin di dalam laptop gue, yang jelas tombol "backspace" dan \| jadi susah diketik. gue mesti ngeluarin semua tenaga dan ilmu ngeden gue biar simbolnya keluar (oke, lebay)

(ini loading tab sebelah kenapa ga kelar-kelar ya?)

langsung galau..

padahal gue pengen-tau-banget gimana cara ngeluarin semut-semut sok ngerti gadget ini dari laptop gue. sebel. apa dosa laptop gue?? apa gara-gara keseringan buka situs porno? (ckckck, WOI APA-APAAAN INI?)

makin galau..

google +

2011-07-14T09:28:00.002+07:00

dear Google, please invite me to your google plus.

sincerely, your user

nsghina@gmail.com

*p.s. I beg youuu (˘ʃƪ˘)

story of us

2011-05-04T18:34:00.001+07:00

Story of us Slideshow: Graffiti’s trip from Depok (near Bogor, Java, Indonesia) to Padang was created by TripAdvisor. See another Padang slideshow. Create a free slideshow with music from your travel photos.

Briptu Norman

2011-04-07T13:24:00.003+07:00

berapa banyak polisi yang hobi nyanyi india? berapa orang polisi yang merekam dan meng-upload video lypsinc india-nya ke youtube? wah wah.. aku cuma tau BRIPTU NORMAN. sumpah beliau polisi paling keren yang pernah aku tau. mengutip tweet-nya raditya dika 5 April kemaren:

"Briptu Norman membuktikan bahwa di dalam diri setiap orang, ada hasrat untuk joget india. #janganmarahinbriptunormanplis"

*fans berat briptu norman*

enjoy XD

formspring.me

2011-04-03T21:35:00.001+07:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/ghinadiah

watching TV

2011-04-03T07:20:00.003+07:00

I am a "perantau" or settled foreigner and I live in dormitory in UI. my room is not big and I only have a dispenser, a rice cooker, a fan, a table, a cupboard, and a bed. I don't have a TV. and that is frustating! oh, I have a laptop that connected to internet, and I wonder whether there is a site that offers to watch channel online and I figured out.. of course there is.. :D it is mivo.tv! there are several channels that I can watch. they are ANTV, TRANSTV, TRANS7, TVONE, INDOSIAR, MIVO.TV channel itself, and DW-WORLD \m/ besides mivo.tv, a site that contains channel online is METROTV. streeeaaming time!! long live technology!!

mivo.tv

metro tv

Happy Birthday Setiani Dwiningtyas!!

2011-04-03T06:38:00.003+07:00

bon anniversaire

otanjobi omedetou gozaimasu

buon compleanno

alles gute zum Geburstag

생일 축하합니다 (saeng-il chughahabnida)

doğum günün kutlu olsun

cumpleaños feliz

NUNING (April 3rd 1992)

whoaa today is also 119th aniversary of the first documented ice cream sundae!!

I want some of this sundae! :9

5 Versi lagu Balonku

2011-04-02T11:31:00.003+07:00

~balonku ada lima.. rupa-rupa warnanya~

~hijau kuning kelabu.. merah muda dan biru~

~meletus balon hijau, DOR!

~hatiku sangat kacau~

~balonku tinggal empat.. kupegang erat-erat~~

aku, fajra, dan nurul nyanyiin lima versi lagu ini. ah masa-masa SMA. masa gila-gilaan. walaupun ini memalukan, aku suka sama video ini.

check this out :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lboOWPxRLLE

learning deutsch

2011-03-28T15:53:00.003+07:00

haloha!

so, I learned Deutsch when I was in senior high, and I want to keep learn it! eventhough my mom is a german language teacher, it's very rare for me to learn it directly from my mom. then she told me about a site to have a german course, and I figured it's fun! try this:

http://www.dw-world.de/dw/0,,9572,00.html

viel Glück! ;D

Globalisasi

2011-03-23T22:12:00.002+07:00

Indonesia di dalam era GLOBALISASI

Globalisasi merupakan perubahan atau hilangnya batas-batas negara satu dengan yang lainnya karena arus informasi global. Globalisasi bersifat Boarderless yang berarti tanpa batas. Maksud tanpa batas di sini adalah hilangnya batas-batas ekonomi, sosial, politik, dan bukan batas geografis.

Menurut Giddens & Giddens, Globalisasi adalah proses dimana kendala-kendala dan batasan-batasan geografis terhadap penyelenggara ekonomi, politik, sosial, dan budaya berkurang & masyarakat menyadari hal tersebut serta bertindak sesuai dengan perubahan ini.

Dampak dari pasar bebas : Persaingan (ekonomi)

Prinsip-prinsip globalisasi:

1. kebebasan barang, modal, investasi yang tidak mengenal batas-batas negara.

2. pemotongan anggaran negara untuk pengeluaran publik, tentang pelayanan sosial. contoh: pemotongan anggaran 15% untuk bencana alam

3. deregulasi terhadap peraturan-peraturan yang dirasakan menghambat investasi. (deregulasi = merevisi kembali aturan-aturan yang dirasakan menghambat)

4. privatisasi terhadap kekayaan alam dan energi

Globalisasi, di satu sisi menguntungkan, di sisi lain merugikan.

Dimensi-dimensi Globalisasi

1. Kapitalisme dan kapitalis menggunakan kekuasaan mereka untuk melewati dan melangkahi sumber-sumber kekuasaan yang lazim seperti institusi politik, militer, dan sebagainya. contoh: lobi=lobi, konsesus.

2. Kapitalisme mencakup dua proses yang cenderung meningkatkan tingkat inklusi sosial, yakni, peingkatan skala produksi dan skala konsumsi.

3. Kapitalisme dan modernisasi memberikan prospek untuk membebaskan diri dari kendala-kendala tradisi.

4. Proses modernisasi berlangsung mulai dari konteks lokal dan tradisional hingga konteks nasional dan transnasional.

5. Praktek-praktek transnasional semakin meningkat yang selain berfokus kepada pertukaran-pertukaran ekonomi namun juga melibatkan pertukaran ide-ide selera, dan gaya hidup lainnya.

6. Komunikasi elektronik dan transportasi cepat adalah sarana-sarana teknologi bagi praktek-praktek transnasional. ciri-ciri instan memungkinkan adanya perubahan budaya yang telah mengglobal.

ciri-ciri ekonomi global di dalam konteks globalisasi:

1. tidak ada batas di dalam konteks kehidupan bisnis (borderless)

2. tidak tampak secara nyata (invisible)

3. berhubungan melalui media dunia maya (cyber-connected)

4. diukur melalui multiples, yakni berbagai isyarat yang diberikan para pemegang saham pada hak manajemen korporasi untuk "menembak" atau "mengambil" saham berbagai peluang bisnis yang ada.

faktor-faktor penggerak utama globalisasi:

1. Komunikasi

2. Modal (capital)

3. Korporasi --> multinasional corperation dalam level tertentu

4. konsumen

DAMPAK SOSIAL GLOBALISASI

1. Proses mcdonalisasi --> proses pengorganisasian dunia bisnis berdasarkan prinsip efisiensi, kalkulalitas (dapat diperhitungkan) dapat diprediksi dan pemanfaatan teknologi bukan manusia.

2. meningkatnya migrasi nasional tenaga kerja terutama TKW dari negara berkembang.

3. meningkatnya fundamentalisme agama untuk melawan fundamentalisme pasar yang meningkat akibat proses globalisasi.

4. studi kasus dalam masyarakat Indonesia perkotaan sekarang ini adalah meningkatnya dengan pesat pusat perbelanjaan terutama mal-mal modern yang menggantikan pasar-pasar tradisional.

Kompleksitas Masyarakat Indonesia

2011-03-23T21:21:00.002+07:00

Kompleksitas Horisontal

Penduduk Indonesia tersebar di seluruh propinsi secara tidak proporsional, terdiri dari banyak kelompok etnik dan agama.

Agama => dianggap hal sensitif dan dikhawatirkan dapat memicu disintegrasi.

Implikasi dari banyaknya kelompok etnik

Berkembangnya kelompok etnik seperti di Indonesia dapat menjadi kekuatan integratif di dalam masyarakat itu sendiri, tetapi juga bisa memiliki implikasi yan bersifat paradoks.

Peran negara kesatuan Indonesia

Di Indonesia identitas etnik tidak dinyatakan dalam Sensus Penduduk 1961, 1971, 1980, dan 1990. => khawatir berkembang enosentrisme yang berlebihan, mengurangi semangat untuk membentuk negara kesatuan Indonesia.

"Bhineka Tunggal Ika" merupakan proyek penting pembangunan bangsa Indonesia. Diasumsikan diterima oleh seluruh etnik (Sunarto, 2004)

Kompleksitas Vertikal

Terdapat pelapisan masyarakat secara politik, ekonomi, dan sosial yang berpotensi menimbulkan disintegrasi. Di Indonesia, struktur pemerintahan yang ada saat initidak terlepas dari sejarah terbentuknya struktur pemerintahan pada masa Hindia-Belanda.

this is my story

2011-03-23T20:48:00.003+07:00

hahaha I just made this video, well, I mean, I made it from a site called this-is-my-story.com

here it goes

enjoy

www.this-is-my-story.com/v/3N83QKQUR28K

Winnie the Pooh!!

2011-03-23T15:39:00.000+07:00

ooh I looove this song. here's the lyric of Winnie the Pooh's theme song ;)

Winnie the Pooh
From Winnie The Pooh and the Honey Tree
Written by: Richard M. Sherman and Robert B. Sherman

Deep in the hundred acre wood where Christopher Robin plays
You'll find the enchanted neighborhood of Christopher's childhood days
A donkey named Eeyore is his friend and Kanga and little Roo
There's Rabbit and Piglet and there's Owl, but most of all Winnie the Pooh

Winnie the Pooh
Winnie the Pooh
Tubby little cubby all stuffed with fluff
He's Winnie the Pooh
Winnie the Pooh
Willy nilly silly old bear

Winnie the Pooh
Winnie the Pooh
Tubby little cubby all stuffed with fluff
He's Winnie the Pooh
Winnie the Pooh
Willy nilly silly old bear

Go to top

(wanna listen?)

d e s p e r a t e

2011-03-23T15:00:00.000+07:00

hola.

I just got back from my mid-term tests. they were English and Public Administration System of Indonesia. I'm doomed. my PASI test was an essay test. when I was busy thinking about "what I am gonna write after this", my friend asked the invigilator for an extra paper! it means her paper was fiiilled and fuuull *die* but I said, "ah no problemo, I know she is smart. she is clever and talkative." by the way her GPA was the highest in my class. even in my generation *clapping hands* and when I was (still) thinking "what will I put out in my paper?" because I was stuck in page 2, another friend asked for an extra paper. what the hell. not just ONE, but EVERYBODY seemed to ask for AN EXTRA PAPER! I was like, arrggh kill me noooowww *crying*

knowing the fact that I am surrounded by very, very amazing friends, my confidence level dropped to 5 %. I just, I can't put out like my friends do. I can't be a talkative and critical.. how sad. I think I don't have a close friend who will be happy to help me and say "come on ghina, let's study together! what part don't you understand? so what you think about this case?" and so on and so on.well, I am just a friend who doesn't talk too much and too shy, too scared to face my own world.

I'm desperate.

soal UTS SANI 2011

2011-03-23T14:41:00.000+07:00

yak! tadi uts SANI, walaupun kacau, aku mau ngasih tau soalnya tadi tentang apa.. semoga masih inget. amin

1. a. jelaskan administrasi negara sebagai sistem

b. jelaskan pengertian dan ruang lingkup administrasi negara

2. dalam penyelenggaraan pembangunan administrasi negara terdapat faktor internal dan eksternal. jelaskan dan berikan contohnya!

3. a. jelaskan pengertian kebijakan publik!

b. jelaskan hubungan antara birokrasi, politik, dan kebijakan publik!

4. a. dalam pembangunan di Indonesia, birokrasi memiliki patologi. sebutkan apa penyakit birokrasi dan pengaruhnya terhadap pembangunan di Indonesia! (kurang lebih pertanyaannya gitu)

b. gambarkan struktur organisasi negara Indonesia!

5. sebutkan organ/lembaga-lembaga yang berkaitan dengan perencanaan pembangunan di Indonesia di:

a. pusat

b. daerah

yaah kurang lebih seperti itulah soalnya~

SISTEM SOSIAL INDONESIA

2011-03-23T05:39:00.000+07:00

SSI bukan sekedar ilustrasi dari Pengantar Sosiologi tetapi memberikan gambaran secara komprehensif, historis, sistemik dan analitik tentang masyarakat Indonesia.

- INTEGRASI SOSIAL menunjuk suatu proses dimana unsur-unsur dalam suatu masyarakat (kelompok sosial, satuan daerah, institusi sosial) saling berhubungan secara intensif dan harmonis.

- INTEGRASI NASIONAL mengacu pada proses menyatunya unsur-unsur tadi secara formal dan legal ke dalam suatu Nation-State atau negara-bangsa (satuan politik).

#JADI, INTEGRASI SOSIAL lebih BERSIFAT SOSIOLOGIS sedang INEGRASI NASIONAL lebih POLITIS.

Dalam menjawab pertanyaan mendasar mengenai keteraturan sosial dan konflik di dalam masyarakat, sosiologi memiliki berbagai sudut pandang (perspektif) yang berbeda.

1. Perspektif Struktural Fungsional --> Perspektif ini dipercaya masyarakat dapat dianalogikan dengan organisme biologis, dengan kata lain, masyarakat merupakan suatu sistem.

2. Perspektif Konflik --> Perspektif ini melihat keteraturan sosial selalu berada dalam proses "menjadi" yakni merupakan hasil konflik yang terjadi terus menerus antara kelompok yang berkuasa dengan kelompok lain yang juga ingin memperoleh kekuasaan.

Secara sosiologis, sekurang-kurangnya ada tiga sifat dari integrasi (sosial maupun nasional) yaitu:

1. Integrasi Normatif --> merupakan hasil dari harapan normatif yang mengkondisikan para anggota masyarakat sepakat pada nilai-nilai dasar dan cita-cita yang sama.

2. Integrasi Fungsional --> didasarkan pada kerangka perspektif fungsional, tetapi penekanannya pada ketergantungan fungsional masyarakat yang memiliki diferensiasi sosial atau tingkat spesialisasi yang semakin tinggi.

3. Integrasi Koersif --> muncul dari kekuatan yang sanggup mengikat individu-individu atau unsur-unsur masyarakat secara paksa.

lost and found

2011-03-21T15:50:00.000+07:00

so I opened my friendster, and I remember that I've posted a poem there :p

"Angin pagi menyapa hari yang sunyi..

Suasana sepi merayap tanpa suara dan menenangkan jiwa yang dihinggapinya..

Awan kelabu terdiam, lalu menangis..
Meratapi perginya dia yang begitu dikagumi dalam hati.
Sang sepi kembali menghibur jiwa yang mulai tak tentram.
Dan mengistirahatkan perasaan gundah yang selalu mencoba tuk mengusik.
Sepi yang damai sekali lagi berhasil menghiburnya..

Ku tak mengerti apa yang ada di dalam diri
Apakah satu ungkapan terlalu cela untuk dikatakan?
Sehingga dia beranjak pergi..
Jauh..
Tak kembali..
Terlalu hina-kah laku yang kuperbuat?

Angin yang dingin dan sepi kembali datang
Dan di sini..
Jiwa kembali tak tenang"

I posted it in my friendster on February 1 2009 at 10:39 pm :p

how was it? such a dump huh?

one day after mid-term test...

2011-03-21T13:15:00.000+07:00

"I think it'll happen.." that was my thought when I was in that store, and it DID happen.

okay, so today is my first day of midterm test. it was political system in Indonesia. well I READ it, but when it came to the test, my brain was like, stop working and my hand wasn't cooporative -___- okay. skip. what I wanna tell you is the story after mid-test..

I went to this "mart" to buy things. I took instant noodle, spagethi (umm yum), crackers, drinks and magazine ;) and theen I drove my feet to the cashier and planned to pay these all with my ATM card. I was pretty suuure that I still had enough money in there. I knew it because I've spent a LOT of money yesterday ._. but still. I WAS PRETTY SURE that I HAD ENOUGH MONEY in MY CARD. fiuuuh. okay. theen when I gave my card to cashier and she tried to swipe it. at that time, I was thinking about "oh crap, don't try to make it fail, you dead thing. there's a lot of people here. puhleease don't make me emberassed :s" and I pressed several numbers which were my password, and you-know-what? the machine said DECLINE. DEECLIINE FOR THREE TIMES!! *shocked* damn. I should've know that our mind has a power to make negative thinkings come true. finally I said to the cashier that I'd better take my money next to the mart. so, I went there, took a deep breath, and wished, "please don't make any problems again. I want to pay those :'( " again, I had to face that, the reality was, I only have 43 thousand in my bank. what the hell. where is my money gone? okay. relaxed. I remembered that I didn't give any of my cell-number to her, and there was another exit there. I can go to the next building, sneek to the nearest faculty, walk and turn around to bus stop. yea. I was thinking about run away. great! and I did it! HA! good job.

on my way to dorm, with my friend Siska, I was thinking about.. how about I go to my dorm, grab some money, and without any guilty I pay those and say a little sorry. but.. na ah nope. my dorm is soo far from my campus.

and when I told my friend Laura about this, she said "you are crazy, Ghina".

Blackberry Tour

2011-03-20T22:40:00.000+07:00

my Tour

yap. I owe this blackberry. I got it from my papa. I got it as a reward from my first GPA score. but, because it is second-handed, there are soo many deficiency of my Blackberry 9630. :( but never mind. it is better than my samsung star wifi :|

according to blackberry's site (Indonesia version), blackberry tour has some spesification. it has 3G connection, 3,2 megapixels camera with auto focus and flashlights, video camera, internal memory 256 mb, and so on and so on. just check the website. what I want to share here is that my lovely Tour is getting old. if I use it for twitter, bbm, facebook, the battery won't last long. it is lasted only for 7 hours. hell. sometimes it gives late respons that I wanna throw it to the sky and boom, broken. but hey let's see the positive side, I just learn a lesson called "patience". yea right. plus no wi-fi connection? oh come on, what era you was born Tour? every time I step, there will be a hotspot! again, patience~ what made me survive is, this 4gb memory which I never had in my previous phones ({}) (y) and the invention of bbm? helps me a lot. no need extra pulse to contact my mama and papa because they are using blackberry too \m/ oh, fyi mama is using Gemini and papa is using Torch. yea right. it's Tooorch everybodeeeh sigh.

ha! I forgot to mention that my video player doesn't work. ah tell me about it. this phone is old. but it's blackberry, so what?

Chasing Dream

2011-03-20T21:38:00.004+07:00

haloo :)

here I am, in the midst of boredom, when there will be a mid-term-test tomorrow. hell. so I decided to browse my facebook, stalk some people (as usual) and see their recent updates. and tonight, instead of stalking my (not) peers, I stalk my junior in senior high and my senior in college which was my senior in my senior high too (confused? me either :p). everytime I open their facebook, all I can say was just, WOW. they are just, amazing, you know. I'm speechless.

first, there is Ayes. I know her since the day when my classmate told me how adorable she is. she's smart, and sociable. and my friends thought she's cool. at that time, I just said "ooh". because honestly I hadn't known her. but months after, I found out that she got the highest score for her generation in her report card. cool. and fyi she is now in US, being one of exchange students. not just an ordinary exchange student but a super exchange student I think. she joins football club, being a top (I forget, whether it's top 10 or top 5 :s) and she becomes a volunteer too. amazing, isn't she?

next, there's my senior. call him Iman. amazing person too. he is now in international relations UI. I can't explain how much conference he had ever been in. how much "title" he had got. how much competitions he had won. how many times he's abroad.. he is the most passionate person I ever know. he chase his big dreams and chase it with his whole heart..

the last person I stalked tonight was my junior too, Dodi. I know him since he became a head of school's magazine in my school. and he wants to be a journalist too, just like my classmate elyn. but with a bigger effort.. he owes his own news portal. he had became the head of school's magazine. won many competitions. makes a lot of writings.. and he wants and he expects to continue his study at communication UI.

they are just. wow.

and all of this things makes me realize.. what is my dream, for real? I like photograph. I used to write some stories, and poems when I was in elementary and junior high. I love singing. but I just, I mean, that stuffs were, and are my hobbies. I didn't "dig" it. and now I'm busy being a college student and guess what major? it's public administration. and luckily I study this thing in UI. happy? at first, yea. but lately I know I'm just, not good enough to major this. when I was in senior high, I really really wanted to be an ITB student, especially get into Faculty of Civil and Environmental Engineering. I wasn;t not accepted. heck. I actually tried to get in there by two entrance test, USM and SNMPTN. a dream was only a dream for me. all that I can do is just try, so hard, and at least try to like my major :(

so, what is "chasing dream" means actually? ah, I'm going dizzy :s

REFRESH!

2011-03-11T00:43:00.000+07:00

I know I've already posted some posts here, but I think about delete it all and start a new post. it's 12.45 a.m. and I haven't slept yet. I am not worrying the world but actually I worry about m'self. I don't know.. something is bothering me.. but life must go on right? like the show on the Broadway.. hahaha awkward. okay, here we go. gubaksurep.blogspot.com :)